Cry Ophelia
Theres this song by Adam Cohen and its called Cry Ophelia. Its a beautiful sad happy song.
Its kinda how I feel at the moment.
- There are 21 more days till Christmas and I still dont have a gift for Cameron. I have no idea what to get him.
- I am trying very hard to be proper with my kids father but its so exhausting. I want the fighting to stop.
- I cut my leg last night. The lights went out and I was getting back into bed after seeing to the kids and tripped over the fan – its an ugly cut. It hurts.
- David bought me the prettiest pink bracelet while he was in Cape Town. It makes me happy!
- I messed up at work yesterday. I hate it when it happens – which really isnt often. I think this may have been the second time ever. And true to form the entire company was cc’d in on it. So thanks for that all concerned.
- I wish it didnt all have to be so complicated.
- Angie went off on maternity leave yesterday and I miss her very much. Not sure how I am going to cope for the next 4 months without our daily conversations. Angie understands.
- This being a girlfriend and mother thing – its hard sometimes but I really am doing the best I can.
- I have to buy uniforms this weekend – its alot of money. Money I dont really have.
- Despite the negative feel to this post and the tears brimming – if you ask me – I am happy. I am loved.
- Kiara didnt sleep again last night – wasnt really her fault though. We had a storm that carried on forever and then the lights tripped. But I am tired this morning.
- I didnt have breakfast this morning and I am now starving.
- It will all be ok. But today Cry Ophelia.
And then your boyfriend takes you to brunch and looks at you and holds your hand and smiles and you know that its going to be ok! In fact you know its going to be better than ok!
December 3rd, 2009 at 8:28 am
I hope something unexpected makes you smile and laugh today! (( hugs ))
December 3rd, 2009 at 8:51 am
Alet – getting my marks would go a long way to calming me :-p
December 3rd, 2009 at 10:09 am
You know Laura…. I really admire your strength…
I read here, and as I have watched you battle with a lot of things I sometimes think to myself that if I were in your shoes I would have given up loooong ago.
Being loved really helps! Hold on to that!
December 3rd, 2009 at 12:47 pm
So dam typical of work to cc the world – like they have nothing better to do. Just remember they can’t survive without you, I know that for sure:) Hope you have a better day today. Thinking of you!!
December 3rd, 2009 at 1:07 pm
It pisses me off when ppl abuse that CC function.
Is going to be okay Supergirl. All of it.
I loves you.
December 3rd, 2009 at 1:08 pm
Sounds like a rough time. It helps to know you’re loved. And that you’ll be OK, regardless.
December 3rd, 2009 at 8:13 pm
Shame skat, tough time at the mo for you. But it will get better. The crappy nights sleep you had makes everything seem much worse than it is.
Chin up. xx
December 4th, 2009 at 8:45 am
Its so awesome when someone can wrap you in their arms and make it all better!
December 6th, 2009 at 11:40 pm
Aww! Those posts are wonderful. They make you human and awesome. I’m glad you’re feeling better <3